fin

Assalamualaikum,

miak nama oon was first dedicated to my four best friends. to serve one purpose; to let them know my being here in the UK. little did i know, my mom, my dad, my adik, my wa, my usu, my udak, my kazen and any other Hj Duet and Hj Edi clan (some of that i never spoke, at least casually) would become a constant reader. thank you for that.

but somehow this thing got bigger, to a larger audience of strangers. yes, I am glad of that. and excited of course. every time a stranger said how they appreciate what i wrote, making them happy, drifting them away from their downward emotion. i felt rewarded. and i keep on writing. this somehow brings solace to myself.

however, most of the serious stuff i hid it from the world. my emotion, my feelings, my bad hair day, my issues. there's more to it than what i wrote here. this is just merely blissful side of me. I wouldn't want my friends, especially my parents to know my misfortune, God knows how cik anah would react.

what i know, i wrote things that makes me happy. i wrote silly stuff, being imaginative, only for my own entertainment to overcome this loneliness. i do feel happy sometimes reading my own writings. sorry for being narcissist, but i don't expect praise of some sort. however when it come, i do acknowledge.

but I am only human, fresh and blood i made. i make mistakes, sometimes it slipped, though i tried so hard not to express too much emotion, i did eventually. and this might hurt someone or anyone, i deeply apologize for that. the last thing i want is to loose friends or making enemies.

but here, miak nama oon seems to bring more pain than happiness, to me and others. so what' is the purpose of keeping this if it only cause such sadness. maybe it is time for miak nama oon to leave. i know i cannot be in this persona forever, i have to grow up.

anyway, this is it. i will take a bow, yet again. this may not be the end. That i do not know. but as far as i'm concern now, miak nama oon has come to an end. I may move somewhere, with different genre, different persona.

and with the ending of this chapter i would like to seek your forgiveness for all the troubles, shame, critics that i have caused through this. and i honestly regards all readers, silent or loud, commentators, followers. you are the sole reason for this to keep going on. thank you for sharing your laughter and tears.

be happy, jaga diri, hiasi peribadi.

Wassalam.

fin

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