Thursday, 16 July 2009

fin

Assalamualaikum,

miak nama oon was first dedicated to my four best friends. to serve one purpose; to let them know my being here in the UK. little did i know, my mom, my dad, my adik, my wa, my usu, my udak, my kazen and any other Hj Duet and Hj Edi clan (some of that i never spoke, at least casually) would become a constant reader. thank you for that.

but somehow this thing got bigger, to a larger audience of strangers. yes, I am glad of that. and excited of course. every time a stranger said how they appreciate what i wrote, making them happy, drifting them away from their downward emotion. i felt rewarded. and i keep on writing. this somehow brings solace to myself.

however, most of the serious stuff i hid it from the world. my emotion, my feelings, my bad hair day, my issues. there's more to it than what i wrote here. this is just merely blissful side of me. I wouldn't want my friends, especially my parents to know my misfortune, God knows how cik anah would react.

what i know, i wrote things that makes me happy. i wrote silly stuff, being imaginative, only for my own entertainment to overcome this loneliness. i do feel happy sometimes reading my own writings. sorry for being narcissist, but i don't expect praise of some sort. however when it come, i do acknowledge.

but I am only human, fresh and blood i made. i make mistakes, sometimes it slipped, though i tried so hard not to express too much emotion, i did eventually. and this might hurt someone or anyone, i deeply apologize for that. the last thing i want is to loose friends or making enemies.

but here, miak nama oon seems to bring more pain than happiness, to me and others. so what' is the purpose of keeping this if it only cause such sadness. maybe it is time for miak nama oon to leave. i know i cannot be in this persona forever, i have to grow up.

anyway, this is it. i will take a bow, yet again. this may not be the end. That i do not know. but as far as i'm concern now, miak nama oon has come to an end. I may move somewhere, with different genre, different persona.

and with the ending of this chapter i would like to seek your forgiveness for all the troubles, shame, critics that i have caused through this. and i honestly regards all readers, silent or loud, commentators, followers. you are the sole reason for this to keep going on. thank you for sharing your laughter and tears.

be happy, jaga diri, hiasi peribadi.

Wassalam.

fin

terus memaling ke belakang, turun stage, mukak sayap victoria's secret (agikkk juakkk nakk)

29 comments:

dukunlintah plk said...

ending of this chapter<--- baruk abis season 1.. akan ku tunggu dan setia menunggu season 2.. nantikan oon evolve menjadi rama-rama (pa nya dah mukak sayap biktoria sikret nya tek).. ehh boh ko nok macam2..

farid said...

see u, when i see u.

take care.

salam.

Titil said...

Aieee. Nak berenti kah?? Woohh. Sik bes naaa.

Rudy said...

aie..dah nak closing?..what happen?...apa keysah?..dont stop now...

Kunduran said...

aih...apa kes tok? tetiba jak ko emo nak. sapa nyuroh ko jaik ati kedirik tek? tok ku ngasah kuku, ready k nulong ko merumbas nya...

Big Momma said...

dear oon,
i would be very sad if you choose to close this chapter of yours. so as the rest of us. we may not have met. but your presence in this blogging world has always make me smile, and the others that I know. i have always keep on checking your new entry. always looking forward to reading one.

hope this will just be a short break. hopefully you will find the 'ketenangan' as per Zaiton Sameon 's lagu menaruh harapan dalam first verse, if i'm not mistaken...

keep up ur divarina!!

peminat diva oon <--tang ada unsur membodek o..?eh, bena tok.. said...

aie..aie..aie..kmk dah ngengkah mca blog ktk jadi hobi..aie..aie..boh piya..mula2 discover khatam 3 ari gik ya..maka ada kelas..kakkekek tetak kmkorg segeng2..aie..aie..boh piya..

kukumalu said...

aih, boringlah xda k baca tok oon mun ktk nutup blog tok... adakah sekadar meraih undi simpati??? huhu. kenak dah bis contract ngan victoria secret kah oon ;p boh gia oon...merajuk nya lok.

LilyDkS said...

kenak maok stop tok? sapa nganok kitak? sikda la modal pake ngibor ati ku kelak .. tiap ari jak aku ngintei blog tok n blog biak sorg ya nunggu entry baru .. cerita-cerita kitak menceriakan idup orang-orang macam aku
iboh la stop .. ambik la maternity leave 60 ari ya jak k

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[h]einsen said...

adakah sidak victoria secret sik nyambong tajaan bagi loar bib kau..??

adakah kau akan berubah genre ke irama jazz??

adakah jeton semeon ada merik nasihat dgn kau..??

banyak spekulasi tok..walau apa pun keputusan kau mo nukar rentak ka kmkurg akan sokong mun nya dapat memberik kebahagian dan kebaikan utk aku tek..tp kau tok byk peminat, so rasanya sik perlu la berenti secara drastik..tauk sik sidak2 ya minat sampe sidak mok mintak kau sain rah bur** sidak..?tp aku sik la sampe gya la..aku peminat yg suam suam kuku heh pa kah retinya..

epitlegend said...

oon, let me noe if u have a new blog or another link to connect myself wif you. hehe! saya cinta kamu! ahhh... bila kita nak nikah tok oon? haha!

Ernie Z said...

pahal rol ? boh gia ehh.. blog kawu tok jd santapan aku tiap ari.. mun sekda blog ko rasa mandik sik basah tido sekda mimpi jak aku.. jgn abis gia jak.. apa ditulis ko sampei nyakit ati urg ? sapa sakit ati ya ? kak bet ? kak seripah aini ? kah kak jeton ? sapaaa bani anok oon luguk tok oi ? tok ku nguis daie k blakang tukol!

oi.. boh brenti.. pls oi! *on bended knees*

oon said...

dear all,

makseh semua oii. terharu ala2 meronta ngentak2 kaki ku tuk.

sikda urg dengki, sikda urg nganok, saja jak, maybe masa dah sampe.

i'll be back for next season? that i do not know. maybe.

anyway makseh semua2 lahh.

jangan ada benci k

muaksss

Anonymous said...

sik bes da jak mun ktk x molah blog gik ehh.sikda k kamekorg tetak2 di opis...menceriakan hari2 suramku..huhu...boh gia oon,kitak bait bah..juh,polah gik blog juh..nya baittttt bah....(ala2 manjak lok)

aku said...

..dah macam2 ku speku tok..jgn benti eh..huwaaaaaaaaa..ngansa tok..

ju3 abdullah said...

aieee..
pahal tok.. tetiba.??!!
whats happen?? whats wrong?? sikkan dah fin:((

ermmm..
we will always waiting 4 u to come back.. but please dont end dis chapter..

byk org kecewa eh...
anyway,take a gud care op yr self..

bunga said...

kitak gik gago ngan lab kah? ok ok...take ur time ahh..lak ada masa,update lah owhhhhhhh....kkk...will miss ur entry.. :D

izza said...

abg.. sampe jak byk peminat ktk..hahaha.. kmk asa kmk tauk phal ktk benti..;p btw, ingga mek ktk byk peminat lok...ala2 mus may n lefthanded la tek..hehehe..

khairul onggon said...

Ooonnn... eboh gia eh... adakah semua tok kerana PJJ?

Oon, wlupun kita sik penah jumpa, kmk rasa ktk dah mcm best fren kmk jak.. smua writing ktk ya, really merik inspiration pada readers ngan followers ktk, and im one of them...

Smoga tok bukan ending segalanya, just utk itrai season 1.. hopefully the season begins with more meletop story, more special effects, more kaw-kaw tikaman berbisa.. :)

clouds over her head said...

salam,

All the best O-on. For watever reason kau mok berenti blogging, sekpatku nak maksa. kdg2 ada benda yg a bit personal tiba2 semua urang tauk (including strangers) a bit weird lah ooh. kali kau sik bersedia hakikat yg kau dah diva nakkkk... =)

if i'm an editor of Borneo post.. maok ku merik kau sigek column pakei ngereco tiap2 minggu. Alu glemmmmmm kpg kau. ari raya tpaksa molah openhouse. alu jadi ala2 nandong tek nak.. =P

even ko sik mok blogging agik, hopefully, u'll update us in FB or FS yaa.. =)

n i e z a said...

aie, kurangla cgek blog best mok dibaca tok. :(

yarn said...

Byk blogger bes2 nutup blog... Sedih mek bro oon. apapun, semoga ktk terus berjaya!!! U are the best! ;)

aya_snooter said...

erm..sekda gik lah blog k ngibur ati kaktok...:(

Anonymous said...

alo there... i have been a consistent reader of ur blog and it seems that i am going to miss a lot of ur writting... neway... May Allah bless u always..

kema said...

salam...pahal kitak tok??? dah 2 x kitak mauk berenti..apa2 pun mention tau. jgn menghilang diri macm tueeeeee jak

mak ikan said...

ku baruk balit dari bercuti tok rol. masok-masok alu fin. ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

farabella said...

aisehh..kenak ktk?
sedih la..xkan dah retired?
iboh cm ya...

emie said...

hoho..mala jak ngecek in case ada baru eh..hoho

emie said...

jap jap..mesti juak nego..ada pupo amoi eh atas ya.. lol ;p